A simple prayer from me to you LORD

Even though i missed them
Just want to thank you for bringing me them

The lovely times i'll treasure
The lonely times i'll missed

I thanked you for the time when i saw Mos trying trying to throw and tore the photos i given him. Without this incident, we both wouldnt have cherish each other so much. I want to thank you for given me this unsightly situation as it has made us grown closer to each other.

Its so amazing to see things happen, to find that my blind and deaf girl (BYDEI) knowing me. Seeing her smiling and laughing to have known i'm here again when she felt me after a long time really brought smiles to my face. In God's ways telling me that he will always remember me always.

To see lovely monkey somat feeding me with his spoon and just dumping ice-cream in my mouth, brought tears to my eyes. I never felt so touched, never felt so happy before. Like in Somat's way of bidding me farewell, bidding me in his lovely innocent and lovely ways.

To know that how Somat trust me and know that i'll catch him when he jumps, really makes me wonder why do we think twice in trusting people. We should always be innocent, be our true self to others as this is the most genuine thing we can give to others. I really thank God for the times where many kids jumped on me, especially the times where Somat just leaped off and pretended to fly while grapping hold of my arms.

The sticky kisses, the salivary kiss which i received from SOMAT. The kisses Mos and kaidia gave me, really struck me that even to give my parents a kiss is such a shy problem.

The lovely Goodbyes from my three kids. The contented and happy smile on BYDEI face. The food which SOMAT just stuffed into my mouth. And MOS.. Where he at first pretended not to talk to me, but ran out to the entrance just to say BYEBYE to me for the last time really touched my hearts. The tearing of photos just got erased, cause i knew at that moment that he loves me and he cherished my everybeing. Thank you God for closing this chapter in a lovely and sweet ways, and that even though i know i have to leave, i'm happy and contended to know that i have made at least one day of their lives happy till the next time we meet again.

I pray that you Lord will guide them always in their studies, in their future. That they may receive love from the people around them even though they may have been neglected by others. I pray also that more kids will be saved by such schools and orphanages so that more kids will not be led astray and be used for purpose which are not of the right one. I pray that support will always be given to such places so that these kids will be able to lead a better life and have a better support in life.

Lastly, Lord i thank you for enabling their paths and my path to have crossed. Without you, i would have not known them. Even if it hurts having to leave them, i'm glad to know that we have met and know each other.

Life goes on, and i pray that your light will shine on them, the pattaya redemptorist centre and all such places forever. Amen